At the moment I’m failing at life. I have no money, no job, no experience, don’t go to school, don’t go to tafe, lost majority of my friends, make mistakes and my parents don’t seem to care about me anymore because “I’m making their lives hard” … I’m failing though because I’m looking for a different way through life, I don’t want to be apart of the whole plan of things and do the natural order of what’s expected of me. I don’t have any money because I don’t have a job because I keep getting declined for no reason, apparently it’s because of the way I look, according to my dad. But if someone isn’t going to hire me because I have piercings, a few tatts and an “I don’t give a fuck attitude” then why the fuck would I waste my time doing their work for them? This world is disgraceful and I don’t want to be apart of it and it’s disgusting plague of humans. All I see is humans but no humanity, only judgement, criticism and structure. The only thing that’s going to get me though this is my band and the people who agree with me.